Wednesday, May 18, 2011
I am pregnant=I am weird
So here was my initial reaction to finding out I was having a girl:
"What, that is amazing!"
"I don't know what to do with a girl."
"I don't need a girl when I love my boys so much."
So, I am a freak. I kind of felt this way when I was about to have Luke, like "I love my Sammy so much, I don't need anything else."
Now I know it doesn't work that way because your love just grows and expands. I think it's just because I have taken pride for so long in being a Mom of rambunctious boys and when I looked into the future I've seen them as teens and pictured raising them and I have never pictured a girl. So yes, I'm a freak. I know I'll love this baby, and I am very excited for a little pink in my life...but a little freaked out.
I have a lot of friends/family that also have 3 boys. Cra-zay!
This is a shout-out to: Camila, Heather, Stephanie, Jenni, Vikki, and Holly...you're next one will be a girl...we have to keep our club alive!
And to Julia...who leads the way:)